alright.. today was supposed to go attend e 3-day course on options trading. yes, i attended. i went there attended it till 11am++, it was break time, i went to e organiser and withdraw frome course.. i paid $3495 for e fucking course.. and they will only be refunding me $2500.. which means 1k will be confiscated by them... hai... but beta den nth.. e 2.5k can return.. cos i borrowed e sum to go for this course de.. hai....

called my mum after i left e course and told her wad happened. wad i get in return is some non-stop hits screaming... and after her, it was dad.. =( i tot doing so could help clear some debts and lighten their burden and worries? yes, although e 1k went a waste, but i tot it's better den "losing" 3.5k? haha.. wadeva... now dat it's done, it's done =] FUCK YOU DR CLEMEN CHIANG!! YOUR COURSE IS FUCKING EXPENSIVE!

and i can celebrate my bdae with baby le!! guess she will be happy abt it? i've yet break e news to her cos she's still slping. haha.. she's a pig!! =X and that means, i will be able to celebrate girl's bdae!! haha.. cos she very angry with me attending the course which clashes with my bdae. she say nv celebrate my bdae den oso dun celebrate hers. but i guess, now i can celebrate her bdae le =D her bdae celebration is still in plan now xD i'm planning it with percillia.. i wan to make this bdae a memorable one for her... =D hahaha.. my bdae not even over, yet im like so excited over girl's bdae -.- BUT IT'S OKAY!! hahaha... <3

well.... mummy asked me to come home and accompany her when i told her i wan to go orchard look for jackee. jackee is working today.. den i was msging jackee. she haven start work can. haha.. she still eating her breakfast with her future mother-in-law. and so, i went home and accompany my mummy.. but i come home only stay in my room, oso not consider accompany bah? haha.. but i'll make noise at home and maybe she will feel happier, rather than being alone. I can feel dat she is very happy today when i reach home. i dunno why, but her smile is jus so pure.. when my brother and i were eating our lunch at e dining table, she was standing beside chatting with us.. she rili seemed so much better today =)


It suddenly dawned on me, that i could be the one salvaging this parting family.........