this afternoon met gary at 12pm.. clementi mrt station.. den accompany him go eat lunch den go his hse slack abit.. den we start to go ard clementi ave4 that area distribute door to door flyers. damn tiring, we walked ard 8blocks lor.. shit.. my legs like cracking, haven break yet. still cracking. haha.. and we did for like ard 2hours plus.. near 3hours, i guess.. and our pay is 25bucks each. haha.. so cool right.. cos we chiong, den do very fast. =D

hmm... den after dat i chiong down to novena for training.. today master not around yet, so i skip ALL the warm ups.. den i train on the sandbag.. and now my left ankle is getting worse... it hurts alot.. den the right ankle oso starting to hurt le.. dunno why.. weak leh me.. tmd.. den i train from 5-8pm.. but i took damn lots of break in between.. cos of my ankle.. i cannot kick.. only can punch.. cause kicking hurts.. den punch oso quite boring.. lol.. damn lazy lor me today.. yeah... summore my heart oso not at training ground. dunno my heart fly where alr..

today victoria never come.. she go home sleep!! tmd.. lol.. den shawn oso nv come!! another idiot.. cos he lazy!! haha.. fucker lor.. haha.. den i so lonely there.. no1 tok to me..

den i dunno why suddenly got alot ppl sms me.. isit all arranged for me alr? that someone new will appear? and that i should be kept occupied and move on with my life? but to be frank, i am still trying very very hard to move... just like a motor with no petrol. haha!! =X ok it's kind of lame.. O.o haha..

aiya.. overall.. i had a boring day today.... but yet i must keep myself occupied in order not to think about alot of things... i'm trying so so so so hard.... hai....


很想勇敢地自己走下去，
却好像做不到。。。

我。。。可不可以不勇敢？


Fake smiles are everywhere... i'm forcing myself to smile... trust me, i'm smiling =)