OMG!! today is friday. and i am home all day! woohooooo... it's a big accomplishment ok! =) but hor... i alr cant stand it alr.. once i find someone to go out with, i'll fly out alr. hahaha... see how luh =P

hmm... my wasit, at the back there.. it's getting worse lor... shit. damn pain.. den go training, cannot kick, cannot punch.. fuck up... CB!! den my right leg there oso haven recover.. when skipping i pain until like dunno wad.. skip half way give up. CCB!! i wan faster recover la! BITCH BODY CONSTITUTION I HAVE! argh!!!

well well... life has been boring for me.. end of march/start of april den will know my posting results if i can get into poly. wish me luck man... =( but somehow, i really dun feel like studying alr lor.. haha.. but wadeva it is, i tink i must get my ass back to school and study and get a stupid certificate for myself. RAWRRRRRR!!!!!

eh, nth to blog leh... give me some inspiration on wad to blog. LOL! oh ya!! these few days i ate alot lor. cb.... =X gain weight AGAIN. hahaha.. die.. cos is not gain weight alr.. is gain weight AGAIN! lol..

and my parents buy a few cartons of mandarin oranges to prepare it for use during chinese new year.. but i keep eating them like they're free one. LOL! cos i rili like mandarin orange la.. so sweet can.. in the past years when go out for new year visit, bring alot of oranges go out, bring none go home one. haha!! cos after all the visit i will eat them. HAHA!! but this year wun alr. cos i dun even have the chance to go pay visit la.. my parents going overseas after the reunion dinner next thurs night.. =( guess i have to find some entertainment for myself... but i tink oso nth to do lor.. zz... cos new year 1st day nobody will be free de. haha.. all go visit.. BASTARD! any kind souls out there willing to spend lunar new year de first day with me? :D

to percillia: be strong.. letting go at first is tough... but you will get better as time passes... i cant say u will heal as time passes, but u will get better... but wadeva it is, wish u good luck! =)
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Everything i do doesn't seem enough for you,
cause i sense you're leaving me day by day,
cause i sense the widening distance day by day.

I'm tired.
So tired that i'm not commenting on anything.
I'm afraid.
So afraid that i might know the ugly truth one day.
Or can you tell me, there isn't any ugly truth at all?
Or can you tell me, this isn't what you want either?