oh come' on friend.
u said it's a mistake.
suddenly, i dun have that courage
to ask what mistake you made that night.

bcos i fear....
i bet it's bad news.
so i just kept quiet.
i din prompt any further..
all i said was;
we'll talk when we meet.

count my heartbeat:
one moment, it's beating very quickly.
one moment, it's beating very slowly.
another moment, it skipped a few beats.

what kinda heartbeat is this?
what's the feeling in me now?
perhaps is the overwhelming feeling of
fear..

just one word to describe my feelings now.
and it's powerful enough to make me tremble.
i've no other better choice at this point of time;
even if i have to put on a fake front,
to stand up bravely and face the fact.
i would do it too....

the time is ticking away,
it's soon,
time for us to talk.



*it's abt me meeting a good fren, dun misunderstand hor, readers!! haha..*