Well, it just happened that
i found out some stuffs.
It stirred anger in me,
yet some other mixed feelings too.

Why are you doing all these?
I thought we agreed;
you wouldn't hurt him?

Yes, though i also told him
never to hurt you.
But still, who wants to see their fren,
their good friend getting hurt?

Sigh..
And the worse thing is that,
you're actually leaving him;
for her.

It's her again.
Nobody told me anything.
Nobody mentioned anything.
But i guess it's just a bit rather,
Erm... Too obvious for me?
I've accidentally seen through this picture.
I've accidentally just seen through you.

It's kind of disappointing.
But i cannot really conclude anything.
Because i cannot confirm anything just yet.
And i don't know how you really
are feeling and thinking.

How i wish i'd be able to meet you.
How i wish you would just tok to me.
Let me understand you.
Let me feel your heart once again.

I'll never ask for more again.
I just want to be your friend now.
You once said you want this friendship
to continue.
But i guessed you're just letting it
slipped away.

I.... Have alot to say to you.
But firstly, i've no chance to.
And secondly, i don't know
if i will be able to open up to you.

Maybe my words,
you'll have to understand them in the silence.
I'm sorry, cause all these,
they might be left unsaid.......

I'm trying very hard to run away from this.
And before i could,
many other things are slamming in.
I've grown up so much more.
I'm being forced to grow up faster
in these situations.

The way i'm running away from the reality.
The rate i'm going.
I dunno wad will happen next.
Things i'm doing;
they're so extreme.
But effective?
I don't know;
seriously, i know nothing.

Yeah.
Another thing is my mummy;
my godmother.
Before she recovers,
more came in.
Heartbreaking news.
Heartbreaking facts.

I cannot even take this blow.
What say her....
Heaven is being too cruel.
I thought a fatal one is enough.
But more came rushing in.

It hurts me to see her in pain.
I don't want her to suffer...
The diseases shouldn't come.
Take them away;
And leave her with me.

I need her.