alright.. ytd reach home rather late, at 10pm.. den bathe and eat and online den 11+ go slp alr. knn, totally no time to do hmwk. but neither do i wanna give up dragonboat. but the reality seems to be surfacing; that i have to choose between hmwk and dragonboat. i really have not enough time for hmwk.. sucks man.. but nevertheless, i will try hard to manage my time first. if really cannot make it then we shall see bah. :(

well.. today sch is at 8am.. fucking overslept.. supposed to wake up at 6am but i woke up at 6.24am. lucky i got super fast speed at preparing myself. LOL! i 6.40 alr wash up and eat breakfast etc alr.. ZAI SIOL!! summore i made my breakfast every morning ok! hha.. though it's just sandwich, but i feel so proud of myself! haha.. bcos i used to depend on daddy to do everything for me to go to school :X

sch ended at 12pm and i went home. fucking guai!! xD den i jsut eaten lunch and etc lor.. enjoying air con in my cosy room now. the weather is a bitch, so HOT!! ask the high temperature to foffdcb? HAHAHAAH *fuck off far far dont come back!!!!* lol..

alright, obviously i failed the scholarship interview. was rather sad, but nvm la.. tania got selected to go for the 2nd interview!! lucky 37 people!!! fuck. lol.. ask her give me all her scholarship money man. den i wontbe so broke =X

oh ya! yuping trying to snatch my gf lor. fuck up..! den gf two time me and i force them to break up! and gf tell yuping break up instantly on the spot. lol.. i love my gf can! x)

ok la.. i dunno wad crap i will be writing already luh.. BYE BYE!!

i misssssssss these people, WATCH OUT!

• karen tan [ ltr at night meeting her, after 3weeks nv see her!]
  
• jackee tan [though we just met on wednesday :) ]
• danny
  
• gary tang
• weihang
• jiuyuan
• xiujing
• cherin
• oliver
• percillia
• samantha
  

:) i wan to meet them, love love love love!!! <3




i almost forgotten,
that she's dead.
ever since the day she left,
i've been missing her.
never for a single day,
she left my mind.
never for a single second,
she left my heart.

and i really,
almost forgotten that she is dead.
i'm still foolishly looking forward
to seeing her in future.
thanks karen,
for reminding me last night,
that she'd gone.

i miss her.
i buried her deep in my heart.
i engraved her at the back of my mind.
dont worry, i will remember you.
you'll never be forgotten.

in fact,
you'll be loved by me forever.

i wonder how are you doing,
in ur new life.
will we meet again?
will we bump into each other on the street?

if time were to turn back,
i could have saved you.
you wouldn't have left.
i'm sorry, i brought it upon you.

dont say it's not my fault.
dont say you forgive me.
because i still cannot forgive myself.
i caused your death indirectly.
will you come back?
i'll go, in your place.

just come back......
your departure left me with
endless emotionally torture.
just come back...... will you........