cause i visualise about our past.
i remember how you used to care.
i remember how you used to nag.
and i remember how you used to scold..

somehow i neglected everything in the past.
i took you for granted.
i thought tt you'll never leave....
at the least;
not so soon...

never did i expect,
your departure caught me dumfounded.
i was really lost for words.
like as if i cut my tongue.

well.... i really miss you..
i miss you calling out for me.
i miss you ordering me to do things for you.
i miss the pissed off look you always give.

come back to life.
give me the chance
to piss you off again..
to give you the intimidating look again.
to taste ur culinary skills once again.
to experience your care and concern.

the room had been since then,
in a mess......
come back beside me,
ask me to pack up the room.
and i will..... i really will....

i've been sick these few days,
suddenly you just appeared on my mind
just so more often..
i wish you were here to take care of me,
like how you used to.

i know the feeling of being replaced,
i've tasted it so many times before.
even though you wont be able to experience it
even if i've got you replaced.
but dont worry,
i'll never get you replaced by anyone.
as long as i'm still mentally sound,
as long as my last breath is still with me,
you'll hold tt special place in my heart.

i never had wanted you to leave.
yeah, blame me.......
i caused your departure....
indirectly, put the blame on me.....
find fault in me, i might feel better....

ma, come back.....



even when the sky turns grey, and may the clouds cry;
i wont shed a single tear, not one.....
i'll be strong. cause i believe you'll come back....
i still believe.....
who says the dead wont come back alive?
angpeishi believes so....
just come back........
i'll be here waiting,
till the day i drop dead.

i promise........