ok i am fucking angry now!! let me tell u wad happened!

i reached home ytd at 5am due to some things. =X den slp all the way till 11am+ this morning den i go for training. after training go buy some stuff den pass to mark den i went town for kbox with karen den after tat went back to meet mark.. den mark accompany me home den i bathe den go back his hse area for supper. took a cab down to eat cos like no more train luh..

dont intend to go home tonight one.. and guess wad fucking shit?!?! it was 1am and my fucking ccb parents called and force me home. i fucking hate it. it's a long story i duwan to elaborate. and i dun understand why they are so fucking irritating!! and that fucking brother, no money take cab home den call me say wan share cab home. ccb.. wadeva. den keep preaching on the cab say me this and that. oh man why dont he look into the mirror and look at himself first before he start finding faults in me?

it's a home with no homely feeling. it's a home i duwan to return to. or perhaps i shld say this is NOT A HOME AT ALL!!!! at the least, not MY home!!!

i wanna grow up asap, i wanna move out. thank you very much.. all of ur sight just makes me go mad. i'm an attitude problem kid, jsut send me off. or throw me into the girls' home like you always intended to. i think it'll be better than seeing all of your faces!! and i think it'll be better for you all oso, cos u no need to see a fuck-up daughter. :)




it's like im on the verge of breaking down already.....
the tears are like at the brim,
but im forcing myself....
forcing myself not to let a single tear drop
no matter what happen to me in life.


FUCKING SHIT I HATE MY LIFE!!!!!!





oh by the way,
thanks baby.......