suddenly it just dawn on me
that thing i did to break your heart.
that thing i did to make you lose trust in me.
and that same thing i did to make you walk away that night.

i then recalled all the things you've done all these while
that broke my heart so many times into so many pieces.
but, i've never once not forgiven you.
maybe forgiveness happened because
they're just matters which shouldn't be taken to heart.

then i think again, that thing i've done...
that thing........
i felt so remorseful.
i regretted so much...
that's perhaps the most cruel thing i did to you.

i...... i felt too ashame to face you suddenly.
i'm sorry but..... i really dunno how to face you anymore..

i'm really at fault.. i hate myself.
i'm wasting precious resources on Earth.


KILL ME

thank you very much.