why would teenagers go for tattoos.
why would teenagers go for piercings.
all these which are so unnecessary.

it's more than just deep skin pain.
sometimes it infects.
sometimes it bleeds.

but u just find it painless in the end.
u dun do it for the sake tat it is nice.
say what you say; but
you mean a different thing.

me, i'm doing all the stupid things.
for what ppl call 'self destruction'.
whatever it is..

there's just this emptiness in me.
doing things to cover up for them.
things like tattoos and piercings,
it made me seem stupid.

physical pain to cover emotional pain and torture.
it's a foolish act.
but it's something which work.
not for the long term,
but at least for present.

tell me what else can i do,
to fill the emptiness in me..
i probably just need u by my side.
and i'm thankful i finally found you :)