It's not just the feeling of loving you.
Even if the feeling still feels so strong,
disappointment can even be stronger;
i'm so sorry...
Disappointment had just took over the love i have for you.

Thinking back, it's pointless to change for you,
who dont appreciate all my efforts at all.

And i dunno why relationship is such a bitch;
so difficult to handle and understand.

Cherin told me,
relationship is a connection between 2 person.
If cannot connect well, den just forget it.
It's quite true isn't it?
In fact, it's very true.

Cause it just requires 2 hands to clap.
And i know no matter how long i'm willing
to hold my hand in the mid-air,
you just wont hold it tight and stand with me.

I still have so much yet to tell you,
but i guess i will never have a chance to do so.

I know i have to walk this gloomy path
with great determination and perseverance.
But i guess i have to hang it on till the end,
with all the support and help from my friends.
And i know they will be there.

No doubt i will still think of you every day,
nobody can take away the fact that i do love you.
But i'll make this stop as soon as possible.
It's pointless clinging on to the glimpse of hope.
I know i will still fall.

Cause you’re moving on and you cant slow down,
these memories are playing like a film without sound.

And she's got everything now,
all that i have got to live without.

Now i shall give you my blessings,
cause i've finally decided to leave you.

I believe...
It's time i go,
it's time i leave..

It's time i try;
to say goodbye.


Please do remember me,
remember my love for you;
which once grew so strong and firm.
Take care my dear.

I know you wont be able to read this,
and i know you wont accidentally stumble upon my site.
Iwish i could really contact you now,
telling you all that i'm feeling.
But i just cant find the courage to tell you in the face.
And i find it pointless too.
So just let me rant here.
My beloved friends will understand :)