So much happened;
it's just like history repeating itself.
but this time round,
it did not happen to me.
Instead, it happened on J.

So much for the trust i gave.
I never held back any in front of you.
I gave the 3 of you all that i could.
I might not be a good friend.
But i tried, i really did.
And in my heart,
you all were the best that i ever had.

Never did i expect this to happen,
hurting me, and hurting J even more.
I could have prevented this from happening,
I've let J down..

I shouldn't be always so confident in you two.
Shouldn't have entrusted K to D;
to always send her home after our late night drinks.

Now that this had happened,
no one could say anything more.
In your mouths,
there will only be apologies and nothing else.

I felt so heart broken.
The trust and promises that you two decided to break.
Have you guys thought about the consequences?

He done her wrong so many times before,
and i guess she is numb about this issue.
Feeling sad is for sure.
But at least she knows how to deal with it.

This time however,
it is not the same anymore.
Betraying your good friend, girl.
Your conscience had been eaten up.
You forgotten who's there for you when you need us.
You forgotten how much J needs him.
You forgotten the promises you made to me.
You forgotten who told me friends over guys.
You forgotten what friends are for.

We said, the 3 of us will stick together through thick and thin.
But now that you done this to J.
Who's going to fulfil this?
Who's going to fulfil this for me?
I'm someone who needs my friends,
especially my good friends.
I need you guys all the time,
you can tell.

But after this incident,
how much would change?
A broken piece of glass will always leave behind marks,
even if you try your very best to mend it back.

I don't know what else to say other than;
I'm really disappointed that this actually happened between us.
I don't know what will become of us in the times to come.
I just hope we can make the very best out of what is left.

I hate my life.
Thank you.