ytd night we sent louis off at airport.
i dunno wad's wrong,
the feeling is just not right.
i didn't even say goodbye to him.

perhaps everyone was feeling moody over his departure?
or whatever.
the feeling is just very not right..

after which, cabbed down to abby's hse.
had alcohol and food and crapped my time away.
sat down in the living room alone,
emotions started to take me over.
and me n abby had a chat,
after so long... =)






and i think these few days everyone's mood is like
OH-MAN-WHAT-THE-FUCK!

looking at the guys' nothing-to-do face but yet
trying so hard to stir up the atmosphere.

looking at doris' emotionless face,
cause her love went for taiwan.

looking at jaslyn and jackee's sian face.

den i think how my face will look like,
and i tried to be a clown in the airport;
attempted to walk backwards.
and who knows i was so fucking heng,
i fell down!!

really is fall down kind.
fell on my back,
and i slided.
@#$%^&*!!!!!

but what i was thinking then was:
i hope my fall makes everyone smiled happily,
at least for that few seconds or even minutes.

come on guys,
we're together in this.
we'll pull it through;
this fcuked up period... =)
loves