so my blog became a virtual warzone. woah... so unexpected some people will come and tag. no wonder there's a saying which goes expect the unexpected.

i seriously thought about everything u said for 10minutes and i see no reason why u are involved in this situation anyway.

i nv deny i shouted at her the previous night and i admitted it already for ur information. if one conversation were to determine everything den i guess u shld really grow up. even after eating so many years of rice, u still dunno that u cannot judge a person so easily? well done is all i can say. u totally help the males throw face. and it's throwing it for big time. :D

dont tell me u have nv ever raised ur voice? dun tell me in a relationship or frenship or wadever there wont be quarrels or ups and downs? if u had been to alot of enrichment courses or any other things, even life experiences! u would noe that quarrels and fights do exist as long as there are at least 2 human beings.

and u could have nv imagined how ur gf complained to me about u. HAHAHAHAHA!! so u shld oso expect the unexpected eh.. :) ur gf was leaning so closely to jackee and me too the other time. so i urge u to see the whole picture before u speak. or u will be dragging ur pooooor gf down into alot of situations. poor thing.

and if raising my voice is being a tiger den i guess everyone is also a tiger at times of their life, including you. (:

when i heard tappings sound coming out of her phone i knew she put our conversation on loudspeaker but i couldn't be bothered by those people outside this problem. u all can judge me to be whoever i am by just tt conversation and i don't care at all. because after ytd night, i consoled myself and tell myself it's ok for being blind that ONCE to treat some people as frens. be it close frens or not so close frens, it's also frens right.. the word FRIENDS is a generic term by the way, i hope u know your english well. i guess i dun need to explain further.

being born as a female i guess it's not much of a choice for me and not for me to decide. but at the least i noe very well what i want to be.

now i just hope some people can keep their mouth shut and give me and her a peaceful time alone to think about what we want. don't contaminate her mind with all your nonsense anymore. she can tell me what she thinks and i dun think i would like u to help her convey all the messages. cause words coming out of ur mouth suddenly seems so smelly and meaningless and i dun think i wanna stink my laptop or the air around me.

be it you want to visit my blog again or not, it doesn't concern me anyway.. i've never wanted brainless people to visit my blog. omg... time to install some really useful anti-virus i guess. i dun mind spending some cash to buy one and install.

oh, and ur gf said u bastard blah blah blah.. i guess i duwan to list out all the things tt she complained abt u in the past; before the whole situation turns real ugly.. so if were to judge u base on wad ur gf told me abt u, i think u have the least rights to condemn my fren, saying tt she is a slut..

oh ya, writing this is venting my own emotions and whatever is in my mind. i nv wanted u to come and view at all, so please dun zi zuo duo qing and think that i blog for u to see.

last but not least, if you actually come to realise, this probem is between her and me. no matter how much you interfere in us or the current situation and get all worked up, it's a different issue all together. cant you see that you guys are not helping or rather sloving the problem that's happening between us? you guys will just dominate her mind for the time being and when someday she finally realises that she might not want all these to happen, den we will have to settle everything all over again. ain't these simply dragging our issues? i hope u guys can kindly step out of our business regarding this matter if u really mean the best for her.

i dont know and dont care about what she said to you guys but im sure that being involved in this totally, i know what's happening very well and i have my reasons for doing so. call me rude or tiger, im fine. but is this solving the problem at all? we need to work smth out not by using violence or fighting a war or even sueing if you wish. we have to think rationally here, no? yes?

Feel free to continue tagging or visiting my blog; i dont give a damn about it. but before you do anything and if you come to realise that your presence is actually aggravating the situation, i suggest you take your leave for the time being. you can heck me for all you want but im sure you care about her instead, and i doubt this is what she wants to see. if you really care for her, let her be and think of what she wants. cause only her and nobody else but her can choose and decide her path.

think about it, if we're just purely friends would things have became so sour today? even a coin has two sides, what about this situation? and besides, how much actually do you know about us? i may not be perfect, but at least i live my life without regrets and i'm rich in ways no money can buy. i face the consequences of my actions and i put her interests ahead of anything else. what about you?

some seek forgiveness; others escape.
what would you do?