meeting jackee later for a while after sch. cause since she came back from hatyai, i haven get to meet her.. miss miss miss.... later oliver oso there. and he stupidly want to eat pizza hut again. omg. everytime meet him means pizza hut lei. buey tahan...... HAHAHA.. but still, he got the capability to make u laugh. thanks.
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Jackee, i nv treat her as my best friend hor.. i think heng i nvr treat her as best fren lor.. but however, i treat her more than a normal fren la.. cause we used to be so close, everyday tok on msn, blah blah.. alright.. somehow what happened ytd night is still a big disappointment in her and xiao long gao. for sylvester, i dun care la.. i oso not close with him.
but i was so disappointed in percillia when she turned and walk away, telling cheryl to consider whether she still wanna be angpeishi's friend. and when sylvester say they are not so close friends with me, neither did she deny the fact. woah.... well done lor seriously..
you can be mad at me for what happened ytd, but unless u lost ur memories or you lost ur mind, you could nv have forgotten we were once so good frens. we stood by each other's side when so much things happened in the past. but it turned out ytd night that, you've nv trusted me at all. you wanted me to confront xiao long gao in front of you, i explained to you why i couldn't do so. but behind my back, you were there telling others that I DONT DARE. please lor.. okay, so let's take it as i dont dare, but still there is a good reason for it de lor. -_-
and you can make a big fuss over me wanting to whack you. come on la.. if you noe me not very well, i guess it shld be well enough to know i wont whack you de right.. even if i really raised my voice at you very aggressively and even if i go to the extend of raising my fist in front of your face, one thing i am very sure is i won't whack you lor.. what's more you're jsut a third party in ytd's situation and why the hell would i want to waste my time beating you up and spending my night in the police station. -_- come on la. use your brains to think if you have them.
In any case, you are a disappointment other than xiao long gao. And for xiao long gao, if you can because of these people do this to me i oso dun think i can do anything for you already. Due to all these incidents which happened throughout this period of time i am by your side, i'm sorry you make me slowly lose faith in you. incident by incident.... they made my trust and faith in you gradually deplete more n more. I hope you can have a good reflection over all these that had happened before you approach me 3weeks later. Only then we can have a good talk by then. Dont let your mind be dominated or even contaminated by those brainless people who contradicts what they say. you have a mind of your own and i trust you to do what's deem most appropriate. I don't expect anything of you and i dont expect you to accept me either. if you trust me and still think that you duwan to lose me as a friend, i'll be waiting for your call 3 weeks later.
Goodbye to heartless friend.
Goodbye to xiao long gao.
If weren't for you ytd, i dunno to what extend i might have lost myself.
Thank you cheryl Lee.
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